final words...
Posted by raekhoo at 04:46 PM on April 18, 2008.
i am moving to new blog.
http://rachelting.wordpress.com/
see ya there! not here anymore!
Currently feeling: satisfied
it's my life!
April 18th, 2008
April 13th, 2008
My destiny.
Posted by raekhoo at 02:19 PM on April 13, 2008.
My Destiny
What if I never knew
What if I never found you
I'd never had this feeling
In my heart
How did this come to be
I don't know how you found me
But from the moment I saw you
Deep inside my heart
I knew
Baby, you're my destiny
You and I were meant to be
With all my heart and soul
I give my love to have and hold
And as far as I can see
You were always meant to be
My destiny
I wanted someone like you
Someone that I could hold onto
And give my love
Until the end of time
But forever was just a word
Something I'd only heard about
But now you're always there for me
When you say forever
I'll believe
Baby, you're my destiny
You and I were meant to be
With all my heart and soul
I give my love to have and hold
And as far as I can see
You were always meant to be
My destiny
Maybe all we need
Is just a little faith.
Cause baby, i believe
That love will find a way.
hey..
Oh baby, you're my destiny
You and I were meant to be
With all my heart and soul
I give my love to have and hold
And as far as I can see
From now till eternity
You were always meant to be
My destiny
Found tis song's video clip in Youtube. Not the real clip though but is Will and Elizabeth from Pirates of the Carribean. So sweet! wanted to attach the video here but sorry..i am a noob! don know how.
Kinda love this song. hehe. my future wedding-songs list. wahaha. 
Currently feeling: peaceful
April 11th, 2008
Posted by raekhoo at 04:36 AM on April 11, 2008.
Hmmm.. Suddenly feels like things are moving lot faster after all the so-called emo weeks are gone! hehe. Though occasionally feel bad and weak, I truly believe in prayer because through prayers I definitely feel better after that. Things seem to go the way they used to be and yea which means getting drown with endless reports, research projects and presentations!
In few months time (7 weeks to be exact), I am going to be 22! Couldn't believe it! I am going to be 2-2 !! Though is just another year, but certainly things will be more exciting and of course, tougher! But I bet, God gonna give me the strength and wisdom to go through whatever things that will appear in my path. hehe. Looking forward for more years to come. hehe.
Finished my brain anatomy model d! at last! i no longer have to bear the sense of stickiness of the plasticine and the smell of it! yucks. initially i see no point of doing the model..but after completing the assignment, i have to admit i am wrong. the model enable me to know the parts in our brain and most important of all, is to see the wonders of God's work! Our brain is so complicated and unique. Every part of the brain; from substantia nigra to fornix to amygdala... every part plays a role. and they are so tiny and well placed in our brains! It just struck me that hey, God is so WOW! He blessed us with such delicate and unique brain. instead of making us like other animals. They don have such an unique brain! Imagine as i am typing out this, millions n millions of neurons are firing away whereas there are some neurons being inhibited. all happens simultaneously. If not God, who else?
Oh ya. and thru this subject rite... i feel like i am a medic student. learning bout brains, neurons, drugs, learning to take blood pressure and a lot more! hehhe.. Half psychologist and half doctor.
A lot more post to come-hopefully.
Currently feeling: satisfied
April 8th, 2008
In God, I trust!
Posted by raekhoo at 02:29 PM on April 8, 2008.
When we are depressed, we need to remind ourselves that God has been faithful in the past and WILL BE FAITHFUL in the present.
Was reading my bible as I was having a very very depressive few weeks ever since sem starts. Shared my swith a close friend of mine and read bible and TouchPoint Bible Promises, seeking for assurance and security from my Heavenly Papa. Things may not seem right to me but I am sure my Father in Heaven have everything under His control according to His timing. People will change, feelings change, most of the things on this earth will change, but my God will not change His love for me! That's for sure. He saw me in my mom's womb and love me even before I was conceived. He is just....Indescribable!
Heavenly Father,
I am sorry for doing things according to my way instead of Yours.
Though for the past few weeks things didn't went well for me, but I know that You are always there for me.You are beside me comforting me - every day and night and I am so sorry that I fail to notice Your presence instead I was focusing on my turmoil and failed to be still and acknowledge Your presence. Your presence and the comfort of Your love and assurance help me travel through this tough times. Father, I surrender all my negative feelings especially jealousy into Your hands right now, and pray that You will work wonders with the negative feelings according to Your will and glory. Father, let Your strength and joy flow within me and let them be my strong pillars in my life!
Lord, may Your hand of blessings be upon everyone I encounter, be it my loved ones, friends as well as those people around me in Uni. I surrender my all to You, Lord. Take control of my life; my studies my love life in particular, Lord!
All this I ask in Jesus matchless name, AMEN!
Currently feeling: thankful
January 23rd, 2008
First entry of the year
Posted by raekhoo at 02:07 PM on January 23, 2008.
Happy New Year! though is few weeks late. hehe.
Been staying at my Puchong house for few weeks d..with dad and kah ren (kahwei's brother). I definitely love my room. It's simple and nice and it's white. all white. wardrobe white. study table white! oh ya n i love my study table! LOVE IT! hehehe. I have most of the things here. Oven, stove, fridge, steamer, rice cooker, smart cooker, slow cooker and lots more. hehehehe.. I enjoy cooking dinner for them.hehe. but one thing i have difficulty with is the TV!!! evil box! Maybe due to my deprivation from watching tv for nearly a year..I've been spending time watching tv with my dad when i am supposed to do my assignments and stuudy!!! arghhh....trying VERY heard to cut down though.hehe.
for my studies, God's been good and faithful! Gotten my results two weeks ago. Very satisfied. Short semester has begun. Hectic-ness but haihz...I am still struggling with tv. double haihz. Had to plan for experiment involving rabbits! my lab's rabbits are FAT. seriously they are FAT. in fact they are obese. therefore they are super darn lazy. Had difficult time to carry out my experiment since they are super lazy! Tomorrow gonna carry the experiment again. THE THIRD TIME d!! haihz...
Whole day stay at home today though is public holiday! so so so bored!! but what to do. student's life. okla. thats all. wanna carry on with my stuff d! so -long!
happy new year!
GAMBATE!
Currently feeling: sleepy